Personal Rant -ignore me-

[NeonAzure]

First rant in the Rant n' Debate section, and it's me complaining about my stupid life. Damn it!

Please just ignore this. I just need to get these thoughts out of my head.

Speaking of which, WHY do I feel the need to share my thoughts? All it does is cause trouble for me.

And apparently I complain too much. I should just shut up and go back to bottling it all inside, but ever since I first opened up to this cruel world it's like a floodgate has been opened and I can't close it.

I can no longer keep my painful, or negative personal thoughts to myself. Can no longer bottle them away without exploding.

Also... apparently I've been complaining too much about how the A-Monster-In-Paris club on DA is being run, that miss goody-two-shoes (I don't mean to insult, but she's starting to irk me) is losing her patience with me. >.>

Why do I bother voicing my opinion? I obviously can't handle people being negative to me about my opinions. >.<

I just feel so trapped!

I want to scream and cry right now, but I can't, because I can't express this feeling out loud, only in the written word.

*sigh* Time to shove the rest of this deep down inside and try to forget about it.

That is all... all I'll share, anyway. Bye.

[siffyleafylav]

I know how it feels. Ever wanna talk, message me. xxxxx

[NeonAzure]

Thanks, but I'm better now... just needed a little emotional release... songs are good for that. And venting..

[siffyleafylav]

Promise me something...

Don't get stuck in airvents.

Their bloody stuffy.

[fede]

Venting's good at times, even though I'm the type to just suck it up and try avoiding screaming for the frustration. It's been months since I've spoken with anyone about my feelings and the fact that irl I don't have any friends is not helping so I end up talking only when I visit my psychologist for like less than a hour a week, pretty sad but whatever.
I hope you'll feel better and won't feel as bad anytime soon.

[Sharky]

I know you said to ignore this and that you're feeling better now, but I still want to say something.

I know exactly how you feel, and boy is it (pardon my language) a really shitty feeling. Please don't think that I'm "just saying that" because I'm not. I'm one of those people who almost never voices my opinion because I feel it'd be hopeless/useless or that I'd receive negative comments and therefore have my feelings hurt. So I stay quiet as much as possible. (I don't raise my hand in class, I don't share personal thoughts or opinions with friends or family...)

Even so, I need a rant once in a while; everyone does. At some point something snaps and we just can't keep things to ourselves anymore. We just have to tell someone.

So, I'm glad you vented a little here, and that you're feeling better now. Don't be afraid to share! From what I've experienced so far the people here are very friendly and open. :)

[beccawolf16]

I understand exactly how you feel... I'm also the type of person who tries to keep it bottled up inside, but every now and again you just gotta let it all out, you know? Everyone should understand that, and if they don't, they're the wrong ones. Having a bunch of hidden-away negative feelings is not good for you, but that's why you've gotta sometimes you gotta go off and just vent for a little while. You always do feel a bit better afterwards

[aokoyui]

I'm glad you feel better but don't ever bottle things in. someone may not agree with your opinions but there is always someone willing to listen